Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Many people fear the unknown. I figure why fear it? Its like your walking into a cold dark cave with no light, you either end up feeling around the cave till you have a pretty good understanding of it and you dont need light or you get bit by a spider, snake, eaten by a bear, or fall down a big hole. Who knows as your walking around looking stupid swinging your arms someone might flip the lights on and you look like a hero but regardless no one can say you didn't try. Now some people may may wonder.. if you dont have a light why thy hell would you enter the cave?  but sometimes in life you cant help but end up in a dark lonely place, you gotta make the most it. We all die some day so live well, have fun, and try to be strong!

Monday, October 15, 2012

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I like to view our universe as god sitting back relaxing on some far off beach blowin bubbles. and in these little bubbles he creates life. Life that can float forever alone in its own little bubble or life that expands and shares other bubbles with other life not quite like ours. The problem is i live in this bubble that is dead set on making itself pop and i really dont think god is happy. He has warned us and yet people still keep walking around not really paying attention because they think it will just all work out. Im telling you though if we dont change then its really not going to work out. Our bubble is becoming toxic and im afraid of the things that may start to manifest within. So please if you can all im asking is just turn off the hate, start living for tomorrow, and just be happy so everyone around you can put their guard down and be happy too. Dont get me wrong though there is a balance that must be found and to find this balance we must wash the "cancer" or evil out of society
 I dont have an exact directive yet but there has been a path set in front of me. I was walking through ONU campus and i saw a big cross this was about 3 days after i had the realization that there is no conceivable way to disprove god its just not possible all the signs point to him being there no matter what avenue you take. So i went in front of the building and i got down on my knees and began to pray. it was freezing out but i was there just praying begging god for forgiveness. about 30 mins went by and i could hear some music inside. I was told to follow the music and bare myself to the people inside. So i went in walked up to the stage took off my shoes my socks and my shirt and got down and prayed. Well it was a womens convention and people werent very happy. haha i must have misinterpreted "bare yourself" but any way after they asked me to put my shirt back and looked at me like i was some mangy dog i got dressed and walked back outside i stood by a fountain and thought about it.. and thats when i had the realization about what bare yourself meant. so i walked back in and there was only one woman at this time i asked her if we could talk and she obliged. I told her about my life and just let everything out. then i got set up with a counselor and im awaiting a call back from them now.
I just want to say, i may not believe in all the view points of the government, and the things they make our military do but our military is a great thing. Its a family and they truly do have your back. I praise my brothers and sisters that have laid down their lives for our freedom. We truly are free, but some days you need to sit back and look at what our freedom is enabling people to do. We need to stop using our powers for evil America start working together as the family we are to rebuild our economy peacefully and in a way that is respectful to mother earth. She keeps giving but we as a whole just keep taking. Its time we start giving back!

Its hard for me to think of the human race as anything more than livestock. You may look at this and think what the hell do you mean asshole? Im a human im not some farm animal caged up roaming aimlessly in a field grazing on what ever may be there. However, truth be told, yes thats exactly what you are. Unless you just so happen to a free thinker that sees all the garbage the powers of the world "large corporations" are pumping down the throats of human and animal life. Were living in a world where animals and crops are filled with chemicals to make them grow faster its funny that some of these chemicals have even been said to increase the growth of cancer. Everyone's just too busy not caring or trying to solve a problem that keeps getting worse but going at it the complete wrong way. Its like trying to get rid of a dandelion by kicking the head off it and sending little white seeds all over your yard. Crops are sprayed on a mass scale with poison that is leaking into our own water supplies, its in our air, our rain, hell this shit is in our bodies. It kills bugs quick because they are much smaller, people think well it hasnt hurt us yet it must be fine. Well im telling you now it is hurting you, has anyone noticed the rate at which autism is increasing. The latest studies show the rate of childern being born with autism has increased 23% since 2006 and 78% since 2002. Meanwhile these corporations are going strong pumping this shit into our food supply. Now dont even get me started on the fact that fluoride is being pumped into our water supply. This is something i always wondered about. I saw a post about it on facebook today and it made me mad. Fluoride is a known poison as a matter of fact the EPA considers it hazaderous waste... Think about it

Sunday, October 14, 2012




In the third spatial dimension, if you were to look at the second dimension, you are capable of seeing all angles and aspects of of the space in which you over look. Now if a second dimensional figure were to witness you passing through the second dimension, at any given time there are an infinate number of ways in which you could present yourself. You could just stick the tip of your finger through the threshold and the figure would only see one circle floationg in the sky. If you were to lay your hand flat on the threshold this figure would see the outline of your hand same goes for any appendage you pass through the threshold according to the angle in which you place it is what they see. Now if said figure in the second dimension looks like a human but is only the front plane of a human, being a face and a body with no other dimensional aspects such as sides or a back if you were to lie on the threshold and spin this figure would never be able to fathom this figure which looks like them at one point but is constantly changing. If you were to only stay front facing to the point in which this figure would see you as the same as them then you would be able to communicate with them and they would think you were the same as them and never have any idea that you have this whole other aspect to you which is known as the third dimension.
If you take this aspect to the next level and look at this from our perspective being the third dimensional figure. A being in the 4th spatial dimension would be able to look over our3rd dimension and also see all angles and aspects of our world. This is where it gets tricky and mind blowing to me. If a 4th dimensional figure were to present himself to us in our dimension and we were in some way made in the same form as this being just lacking one extra dimension, this 4th dimensional figure could present himself to us as we are, walking through our dimension only presenting itself as the same as us. However this figure would still have the capability of reaching through different planes of our existance in which we are restricted. ie walking through walls, reaching within our bodies and healing things in which would normally require a surgery, removing tumors and so forth.
The thing that gets me is, with information like this, how is it so hard for people to make the tie between science and religion. Maybe the religions in which people believe arent exactly true, but i believe there is alot more to this connection than we give credit. This is why i find it very naive that people that consider themselves scientist have such a strong disbelife in a higher power. How could you believe that there is life on other planets but not a higher power. Likewise how could you believe that there is this higher power that shows many aspects of a greater dimensional being, but not not believe that he could have "evolved" from something similar to us. I dont discredit evolution, religion, the bing bang, any of these great theories, i just pity poeple for believing that any one of these are just the way it is. There is definatly alot more that ties all of these ideas together and it could use alot more looking into.    just food for thought